Just a Little Lonely

Well it is well about 2:30 a.m., just another night in the college life.
I just finished all i could take of my Chemistry, and my head is swimming. I have been going at it for over 2 hours now and I am glad to say I only have one section to go before I am done with Chapter 2. There are so many conversions and numbers to Chemistry and it has been so long since I have done any math I am a little rusty. But it is coming back to me slowly but surely. I am not particularly looking forward to the rest of Chemistry, but I can't back out now, now can I? So might as well make the best of it.
Tonight was the first night I had to decline a invitation from friends to go hang out because of school work. This dang Chemistry actually is making me study. haha. but I think i deserve a little 'pat on the back' so to say for buckleing down.
But I was just about to put my computer up for the night when I got a overwhelming sence of loneliness. I don't know where it came from or why, but I just got very lonely. I know God is here with me, and I feel bad when I'm not happy all the time because God has blessed me with enough that I should never feel anything less than LOVED. But I am thankful for ALL God has blessed me with, and I know he will never leave nor forsake me. And I know that someone out there is waiting for me and God knows when, where and how it will all work out, I just need to 'hold my horses' and wait for God's timing.

Our God Is Amazing.

The God I serve is still in the Miracle business. My dear brother Cody was concerned enough about Chad that he inquired about him to Chad stepbrother, Casey, and Casey told Cody that Chad is paralyzed from the waist down but, here's the miracle, he has some feeling in his toes and can move them some. How unbelievably amazing is our God? I have been praying so hard and diligently for Chad and his family. He still needs our prayers but it has been such a blessing to hear the news that he has some feeling. Thank you God for all You do for Your children.

Pray for Chad

I found out Sunday morning that a friend of mine from highschool was in a motorcycle accident Friday afternoon. After not seeing or hearing from Chad for close to a year, God chose three weeks ago to cross my path with Chad. We have been talking back in forth over the internet for three weeks. Talking about everything from school to future plans. It was good to be able to reconnect with a friend after so long from hearing from them, and this news was devastating to me. I had last talked to him just hours before his accident and it seems surreal to think that instead of working and hanging out, Chad is laying in a hospital bed away from home with the danger of never walking again. The doctors are telling his parents that he will not walk again and if he does it is only a one percent chance. I believe that God doesn't see percentages and statistics, He isn't bound to the medical knowledge of a doctor. God is all powerful and if He sees fit to heal Chad completely then He will. I pray daily, more than once a day actually, that God heals Chad. I find myself thinking about him all day and every time I think about Chad, I send up a prayer for him and his family. Please pray for his also. He is only 21 years old, just finished up with his associates and is an extremely sweet guy. My heart breaks at the pain that his family and friends are going through. So as you finish reading this blog, I sincerely hope that you find time to send up a prayer of healing, hope, strength, and determination for Chad and his family.